Emotions going all unstable again.
Great. I'm loving it. I was fine up till...bout now.
I was at my spiritual peak this summer...in China and all. I was doing great even after China..but now...wowie.
It's not a spiritual thing...it's an emotional...mental...psychological friggin problem.
I haven't felt this "problem" in a while...now it's all coming back.
The thing is...I just don't understand why people say one thing and do the other.
God let's things happen for a reason. That's obvious; I know. I know that I shouldn't complain about things in my life..because my life itself is a gift from God...but gee..I really wish I didn't have to deal with this..Wow I sound like a pussy.
God is good.
He is so good.
You know what...I'm gonna describe God with every letter of the alphabet like GRACE JdSN(thanks john.) did at the lock-in....cause I feel like it.
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Our God is......~~~ (these are all understatements)
Awesome
Brilliant! (both literally and figuratively)
Cool! (i'm serious)
Demanding...
Eminent
Friendly
Gargantuan!
Heavenly
Indescribable
Joyful?
K...---kangaroo???? iono.
Loving!!
Moving
Never-ending
Overwhelming
Powerful
Queen? iono. Quail...qu i hate the letter q anyways. qualm.
Robust~
SWEET!
Tenacious (look below)
Ubiquitous (sat class..comes in handy at times like these..  )
Very forgiving
Wise
Xtremely forgiving
Yummy?
Z ebra.?
I need help with K, Q, Y, Z... 
OK. so...since I spent a while trying to do this alphabet worship over here...I really need to get started on my essay 
¢ÓGod bless.
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